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Every time I read my old posts on here, I can't believe that is actually me. LOL. OK i've always been awesome, just different kinda awesome now. Alhamdolillah.
OK. This place is hilarious and I hope no one visits it. I'm just writing this post for myself. When I visit my blog after a couple of months, or years, I would want to hear more from my past self... or maybe not.

Sigh.
I might actually only be writing this because I have SO much work to do and it's 9:53p.m right now. I need to get my work done and sleep, because I have a 13hour work day tomorrow. Yani 13hours out of home. Then a birthday cake to bake after that and a test to prepare eeek! Why am I doing this? Ah.
Al waqt kal saif. in lam taqatahu, qattauk. (The Time is like a sword; if you don't cut it, it will cut you.)
Do not forget.
get to work.
This has got to be the lamest post on here.
Yay, officially lame after leaving my teens. meh.
ASSALAMOALIKUM!
P.S I finished all this in 3 mins! woot!

ASSALAMOALAIKUM BEAUTIFUL!
Oh yea. HAPPYYY NEW YEAR :D
I'm so sorry for not writing last night, was a little busy in talking and eating. heh.
It would seem that's all 2012 was about; talking and eating, but not really. It was pretty great Alhamdolillah.
I can finally say that I am on a track, I sort of have a goal to follow, almost getting focused.
Of course I am still slipping very often, making mistakes, being VERY disappointed in myself but so much that I thought I could never do has been achieved and undoubtedly there is only One source of it: My Allah ♥

I figured out the secret to getting all my wishes fulfilled; Pray like crazy! Make dua, even when it seems impossible. Why? because:

  ''And when My servants ask you concerning Me, then surely I am very near; I answer the prayer of the suppliant when he calls on Me, so they should answer My call and believe in Me that they may walk in the right way." -Surah Al-Baqarah, 186.

Isn't He truly The Rahman?  He answers WHEN we call, no conditions, all we have to do is be the caller. No specific time, place, state, language, method or whatsoever required! Just be honest in your call and by God, miracles will happen! For the things that I let go of, the ones I adapted, the changes, I could never even be brave enough to own were needed, have all been happening on their own while all I do is want them sincerely and make dua for them. I know I sound like someone high on fairy tales right now but I have learnt that dua is WAY better than magic, I mean come on, Voldy could never get pious friends no matter how hard he tried, if he ever did. Sure he could use the imperious curse but that's the thing, magic cant change the state of the heart, DUA CAN! (Ask Romilda Vane if you don't believe me).

Achievements in 2012? I'm the first person whose name Haaniya has started calling out :D and she is the first baby I am totally in love with, Mashallah may Allah preserve her beauty and goodness and make her among the best of his slaves.

Oh yea, I have my math exam tomorrow and I haven't even cracked open my notes yet. Sigh, somethings never change. Let's hope I'd be celebrating this change at the end of 2013 inshaAllah, if I live up till then.

Anyway, I should go before the effects of caffeine wear off and my eyes start watering with sleep again. Congrats for:

•  passing A levels without flunking any subject \m/
• Getting into the only University I applied to.
• starting formal Quranic Education
• quitting music yet again. lets please stick to it this time?
• Falling in Love with The Most Amazing Book Ever. (lets hope and try for that to translate into action.)
• for all the wonderful new friends Allah has blessed me with and the Amazing old ones who have stuck with me through it all.
• for finally getting started on cooking!
• for getting past making only chocolate cakes (though I made one of those last night too xD).
• for every moment of this year, spent consciously. 

Here is to hoping 2013 will be better than all those that have gone by. Bye bye teenage, Sweet twenties brace yourself! I'm coming your way (hopefully high as ever). Amen! :D